Annoyed

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

how are you? I hope everyone is fine and our Iman are still in a good condition.

ok...tukar bahasa. sekarang mesti guna bahasa Melayu..bukan sebab saya neyh pencinta bahasa melayu. tapi kerana saya perlu menggunakan bahasa yang boleh dipahami orang lain tatkala mereka membaca entri ini.(kalau ada)

Mood penulis sekarang neyh kurang stabil..

kerana mengenangkan naseb diri...

what did you feel if someone is hating you?

I think, itu masih boleyh di consider kan. biasala bha tue kalau ada orang benci. terimalah kenyataan kan? dalam 1000 orang mesti ramai yang benci dengan diri kita walaupun kita tak pernah kacau hidup orang tue. hasad benci n dengki buat orang sebegitu membenci orang laen.

saya rileks jak sebenarnya bila tau ada orang benci saya. tapi yang ndak boleyh blah bila tue orang dahlah benci kita...di buat-buat la pulak cerita pasal kita...macam pulak menulis beloog bha..di jaja cerita orang, diburuk-burukkan orang...

tapi, cerita dari sumber yang dipercayai, saya terima seadaanya dan cuba perbaiki apa lah yang ada dalam diri saya yang bikin orang benci saya..

ney nasihat untuk diri sendiri...and untuk sapa yang memerlukan.... biar kita hina dimata manusia..jan sampai kita hina pada pandangan Allah....ambil mana yang boleyh kita guna untuk perbaiki diri, trylah untuk lupakan mana yang ndak patut....

kan??? na biarlahhh.....

My AmbitionS

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh…

MY AMBITION…wooow….sounds cool..

Everybody got their own ambition. Since they were young, each of them had been taught either by their teachers or parents to have own ambition and they also had been told to make or put some effort to achieve it.

Ambition for me is a very difficult thing to think of. By the way, I also don’t know what exactly my desire or my OWN ambition when I was a kid. My late grandfather said to me that I must be a doctor. Doctor can help a person who is ill. Become a doctor also brings many outcomes such as huge amount of SALARY.

Well, at first I really try to struggle in order to become a doctor. Suddenly, when I was on form 3, I feel like fall in love with another career named Botanist. I told my dad about it. He said to me that it’s okay and if that is what you want to be don’t stop struggling in studies. It can’t be achieved just by words.

And once again, my ambition changed when I pursue my studies in A level. I got IPG’S offer. This means, I will become a teacher after I finished doing the course given by the IPG. Ipg is a short form of INSTITUT PERGURUAN. Yup,,, a teacher.. fuhh..

InsyaAllah I will become an English teacher after I manage to complete my degree in 4 years from now.

I Hope this will be a good sign for me that, being a teacher is such an honorable career. Teacher is the one who designed the future of world. Teacher got the power to teach those students to become an excellent individuals. Yeahh….full of spirit ehh?? Heheheh sott…that’s all…macehhhh….

(^_^)

Walking to the moon???

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

HELLO peeps!! this entry would be FRESH from my mind cause I write this next to my friend in one of the cyber in this BEloved TAWAU...JUZ now...ngee~~..

normal faces...Meymenk AND I

NEXT POSE..heheh

chubby LEBbb....(we did it for almost 5 minutes)hahahah

this is what we call as GEntak HEart...hahah

well... She is one of the Genk TEMENZZZZ...... Ngee~~~

almost 11 month we didn't see each other... by the way, we want to continue our ADVENTURE after this...survival in TAWAU's Town.... daa.... follow her blog.. LICK here...upppss...CLICK2 (^^_)

Alhamdulillah.....let the friendship will last longer even it was drowning under the ocean....yehhaaaa....

P/S: for YOU, you tv3...ALWAYS tv9....hihihihi....

Rehlah with ma FAMIly..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

HYE GUYS...Now my Followers already 16 members. 

That's ok what...hahaha..better than nothing rite?? Ehemm... 

well, I had spent my time with my family last sunday at Madai's waterfall....

a few recap you can see by yourself here...

the waterfall

peace ya!!!

Credit to My uncle, who manage to help me took this picture nicely... well, it's been a long time we weren't have a recreation together with my daddy's sibling... awesome...hehhehe...

p/S: miCC comeone...ehemm... miss someone who doesn't know your existent .... da~~~~

can't upload many pictures due to the poor signal of broadband...(^^_)

last Memories

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

Yupss....yeeeehhuuuu..how are you people?? I hope everybody are in a good Mood, condition and also living in a peaceful and harmony with family.

Today's, this thing come flash from my mind, so, I think I want to reFresh maybe just some of it. It's about my first experience in becoming a facilitator for secondary school in peninsular Malaysia. Thanks to Allah for giving me this precious opportunities to gain more knowledge and also giving me the chance to be friend with those students. Well, we had been invited by the 'cikgu' from SAMTSH... We were assigned to manage those students from form 1 and 2. No more written memories, let's check this out, displays' memories..hehehe...

The facilitators...

from left, Cacol and Fendi (kepala FeC) hahah

from left, Ilyas and Zikri(I take a few minutes before I remember his name) hahaha

cekgu Naim..

from left, Me, Hasanah, Ildah, Syafa and Mierah.

That's the Facilitators...

Here, the happy go lucky Students also known as ADIK-adik..Hihiihi..

exercising....

yeaaahhh

focused...

wanted..hahah

err??hahaha

wooowwww....Dangerous ..

peace...(^^_)

ahaaa.....caught yaaa...

cross section.hahahah

run for your life...

how she knows there is somebody taking a picture?? oh noo.....cheating arrr??

my Gurls...the ISLAM'S warriors....

me again..hahah

slowwlyyyy......hehehe

model of the year...

delicious cake....

the BOYS....(^^_)

the gurlssss....(^^_)

this is from my gurlss....the ISLAM'S warriors...love u sistersss...

ciput cedut and I..

Believes me... It was an awesome experience I ever had. I love you guys... all the things that we had share together will be always in my memory-card..Hihihihi... 

To all brothers and sisters in SAMTSH... you guys are awesome... I was very delightful to know you..May Allah always bless us...

P/S: I wish you the very BEST OF LUCK for next year PMR EXAMINATIONS.......that's All....papai.. (^_^)

3 in One

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh....

PART 1

I only want to say, CONGRATULATION to myself. I have better achievement this year. I manage to adapt into my surrounding even better. I have been finishing my Foundation also with full determination (and still waiting for my result).

I  also have been finishing 4 books of English novel in just a week. ok what??? before this, even a book of novel I still can't finish it in a month, or probably in one sem...hahahahahah....

PART 2

Yeah, I manage to finish 4 books, now I have 7 more to be finished. yippie.... Reading marathon..... InsyaAllah, lot's of knowledge I can pick up throughout exploring these novels. Wish me Luck Bebehhhh...(^^_)

credit to Z50i..hahah...cheap camera's phone, 7 books, nyumm3

PART 3

EHem2.... (^_^) blushing.....

I just want to share something..

It will be in a long run, till we can meet again...

but, so far, the advice just as simple as itself...

long time no see, it's okay, the holidays just for a while.

take a good care of yourself. 

(with shaking hand) nah.... take this, and See you soon.. Assalamualaikum.....

tadaaaaa......

I like it, and you should like it too....teeheee......

nyumm3..thanks to you...because you bring the joy to my life...oh Cadbury....(^^_)..

4th june 2011

Assalamualaikum................

humm...sory lah....xda mood nak update2....lagipun tengah bengang sebab x dapat nak tukar background image neyhh...masih belajar lah katakan...tapi bikin panas jugak lah.....humm...kenapa 4 june ya??? sebab, tatkala kalender bernombor 4, hanset berbunyi-bunyi(alarm birthday sendiri) pada saat dan ketika inilah sebenarnya usia ku telah berganjak berubah angka...daripada 18 tahun ke 19 tahun...yaaaaaa...mum!!! dad !!!!! anak kamu sudah meningkat dewasa...dengan berlakunya perubahan angka ini jugaklah, melambangkan usia perkahwinan mum n dad ku...wahhh...SEMBILAN BELAS TAHUN oooooo..ULANG SUARA......19!!!!!yehaaaa~~~~ >>>sukak pulak.....huhuhu

ya, macam sorang budak kat maktab aku cakap, tanggungjawab seiring usia....well...not very much my responsibility will take place...>>> betulkah jugak ayat ku tue??? humm...biarlah...sukak atikulah...blog ku kan???? biarkan buruk...yang penting seni itu ada dimata ku...cehhh...merapu tah apa2....lagipun, yelah, aku cuma tua lagi setahun ja pon...tanggung jawabku sebagai pelajar tetap sama.....tanggungjawabku tuk mum n dad also remain the same...i wanna b a good Muslimah N also anak solehah tuk mum n dad ku...jadi contoh kepada adik-adik ku.....akak sulung mesti kasik contoh yang baik kan???haaaa....aku expert tuh..hihihhi...tedaaalah....aku buat yang termampu ja lah....by the way, dah tua-tua neyh kan, masih jugak ada perasaan mo sambut birthday...manusia biasa juak aku neyhh..........

sejarah menyambut birthday>>>

1> 4june 2008, time neyh, aku kat sandakan...sambut birthday paling best...kenapa???? dalam utan joe....kami 4 org sambut diambang 4 june....c rika....memeng.....aku...n lagi sorg....i'm so sorry....x ku ingat..hahahah....pagi tu pulak, kawan baekkkkk ku c memeng neyh bagi aku hadiah yang terbaik punyaaaaaaaaa.....POKOK KAYU REPUT BEHANTAK DIKEPALA.......best kan???? bedengung palak ku ooo....naseb kawanku....nanges o kami dua time tuh...berabis si kawan mintak maap..hihihih...time tuh sebenarnya kami tengah carik siput..>>>bukan siput babi ya....siput bakau....the end..SEPILOK LAUT punya utan... d SANDAKAN....best tahap cipan...

2> 4june 2009 (25 minit kemudian)haaa... time neyh, pon spesial juak....baru balik dari utan...dari utan TABIN WILDLIFE CENTRE....d lahad datu....tempat neyh pon lebih kurg ebat juak lahhh...tp lepas tuh aku tatau mcm mna birthday aku disambut...tuttt...tuttt...tuttt.....LOST

3> 4june 2010 yang ney lagilah.....birthday ku...tp kan.....p sambut di kenduri rumah kawanku pulak..huhuhu....tapi best jugaklah...kenapa yaaa??? sebab kawan-kawan lelaki ku banyak temankan aku keluar time neyh....memang aku sorang jak perempuan....>>>>isk isk isK...kebetulan terjumpa...tapi aku pon tatau apa tujuanku turun bandar time tuh....seminggu pas itu, kami sambut birthday aku n Azmi SEKALI....ramai2 kami p makan d kfc..hahaha...best....miss da moment...thanx all my beloved friends....hihihih

4>4 june 2011....yaaa.....neyh...huhuhuhu...sangat sedih...terpaksa sambut dalam suasana baru... jauh dari yang TERSAYANG>>>>mum n dad, wawa, gg, bb, nani, afiz.....n suma family2 n kawan2 lama...

KERANA.......AKU X pulang ke tawau.....huhuhuhu...kesian dehhhhhhhhhhh...kenapa x pulang? pulang nanti time raya lahhh...>>>blup blup blup....balik kepada tajuk....

haaa....aku sambut dengan beberapa kawan aku...airat kemuning, bainun, dayang.......seriously, aku hampa time tuh...kenapa? sebab, aku keluar ari tuh dengan dayang...syiok2 membeli n membelah...skalinya terlupa mo bli makanan kawanku n untuk aku jugak lah.....cepat2 aku keluar dari giant tuh n pegi KFC...hampa.....tutup....lama ku mengidam mo makan benda tuh....tiba2 x sempat beli pulak..uwaaaaaa...mo ngalir air mata den....tapi aku sabar jakk...aku beralih ke pizza hut....[aku; bang, nak order... abg(bukan abg aku ponnn): alah dik...dah x amik order]

aku melangkah pergi dengan hati n wajah yang hampa..(=_=)"....

kawan aku kasik nasihat....xpalah Fiy...bukan rejeki..len kali lah yaaaa....

uwaaa.....dah lah time dekat giant..mood{yeyeh..mo beli kek coklat..kek coklat!!!} last2 teda sudah..abis sudah kenak jual....

3 kali ku hampa o....xpalah...sabar ja lah..memang betul..xda rejeki kan....tapi, aku ada beli selipar jalan baru n kasut baru..wawawawawa...hadiah untuk diri sendiri...sejuk jugaklah atiku sikit..hahahah.....

>>balik bilik.....[FIYYYY!!!!!>>>>bainun jerit sambil tunjuk ke arah objek yang begitu asing buat diriku....] aku tengok ada goodie bag wana biru....bainun suruh bukak....skali tengok...dia kasik baju..hihiihi..hadiah ari jadi yang first buat ulang tahun ketuaan ku yang ke 19...hahhaha...warna ijau tuh...GO GREEN!!!! hahahah...THANK YOU VERY MUCH DEAR FRIEND!!!!!!!!!!

SEINFINITI terima kasih jugak aku tujukan kat suma kawan2 aku yang wish dalam henset......n facebook....i really appreciated it.....i hope with all ur du'a, i can be a useful person untuk agama, bangsa dan negara!!!!!

ITU JAKLAH...PENAT KU MOK TAIP2 NEYH...BUKAN ADA JUGAK YANG BACA POST KU...

hahahahahhahahah...sukak2 ku lah mo tulis apaaa....yehaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!

Oh my......new life!!!

assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh....sorry dear bloggy...long time no c ya....specially to my friend, IEDA....sorry tau...bukan apa....i got new life and kinda busy work it out....my works doubled and sometimes tripled...hihihih....mohon maaf ya.......neyh ja yang sya dapat curahkan buat waktu neyh.....

ari neyh 19hb2 2011 merupakan hari boring and hari bukan aq sedunia....why???sebabnya, sya meniti minit2 siang hari tadi dengan pengisian seminar yang mungkin bukan 'selera' sya....ngantuk sangat time seminar tadi..sya bukan diri sya yang sebenarnya tadi....sya amat pasif!!!!!!.....seminar tuk penulis...walhal sya neyh, membaca pun mintak simpang.....huhuhu.....what i can take as my new valuable experience, even a lil bit, i hope i got some that might be useful in the future....keboringan yang agak ketara adalah> sya smpai tertidur2...biasalah....not my cup of tea kan...

lagi satu, td sya fully purple....like this colour...hihih....

P/S>>>>>>>>>>i'm not longer the old fiy yang steady jak sepanjang masa dek kerana xda benda nak dibuat. sekarang, sya kena catch up many things to ensure kerja sya suma siap...sya harap lah....penat sangat permulaan semester dua neyh...tu lah, sapa suruh pergi calonkan diri sendiri kan? =_=.....bingung sendiri....

banyak sangat yang berlaku semester dua neyh...memang totally blast full lah jadinya......sampai sya jd chipsmore...hihihi....

>>>>>>>>>>lupa pula mok ctau....calonkan diri tuk apa ya??? sebenarnya sya calonkan diri sya tuk jadi "org penting" kunun....penting lah sangat....i'm just doing thing that i like...leadership......but it's still the same....and in addition, my language!!!!! its turn Cloudy....worse!!!!!..totally SCRAMBLING!!!! huhuhuhu....

>>>>>>>>>x lama g mo mock exam....kawan2, tolong doakan sya ya....

>>>>>>>>last but not the least, my favorite quotation...

"Aku mencintaimu kerana agama yang ada padamu, jika kau hilangkan agama dalam dirimu, hilanglah cintaku padamu."

(Imam Nawawi)

>>>>>>untuk semua yang sayang dgn sya, sya syang kamu semua...untuk NURBAINUN AND NURSHEYREEN and MANJ....sya syg kamu....kmu sentiasa ada di saat sya dibuai "homesick"......