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Wednesday, December 29, 2010

If you ever know

If you ever know...
If you ever know
That I’m a bad person
Is there will be a single space for me inside your deep heart core?

If you ever know
That I’ll go away from your life
After all the promises that I had promised weren’t true
Do you still have even a piece of love for me?

If you ever know
I had put my loyalty at the highest peak for the love that we had built.


At the same time
I keep on seeking for the truth of life
To be grateful with what I have now
And to grab the dreams that we had dreamt before.


If you ever know
That I still need you
And I still love you.
But I also wonder if you still love me like before
Or the otherwise had happen.

Because I know
The path that I had chosen
Makes me hurt you
As I want to chase after the true love
The love towards the Greatest Creator
The noble love that dreamed by Mankind
Who realized about it.


Will you be there and give a support for me?
Will you do the same with me?
Will you wait for me?
Will the love that existed have a new breath if the moment of truth comes?
I keep on wondering
If you ever know.




p/s: so sorry if there were something wrong...
I’m an amateur poetry...
First poem in English..
(~_~)

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

walk through ~~~~

Salam....
What a wonderful tonight.....
Even without a single star glimmering in the sky....
With a cold moderate temperate....

But, seems like I don’t have extra ‘ENERGY’ to throw out all my ideas in ruining this blog....
I feel like my soul had taken away from me…
I miss all these moments being with my beloved family…and once again, I’ll leave them…and wonder if I can be with them in such a short term of break…..

Love my family very much……

Thursday, December 9, 2010

BACK to my PLACE of BIRTH.....

Salam...
Hum....how are you? How do you do?
It’s been to long that i’m not back to my place of birth...
Where? Kota kinabalu...
Flight AK6129 yg berlepas dr lapangan terbang tawau pada pukul 9.35 malam mendarat di lapangan terbang kota kinabalu pada pukul ndak tau brapa....sebabnya, stewardess tuh ckp gneyh...
“sebentar lagi kita akan mendarat di lapangan terbang kota kinabalu.bla bla bla..”tah apa g dia merapu dlm bhasa inggeris tuh...
Aa rasa bhagia dah time tuh...apa ndaknya...sudahlah pilot tuh bawak p jalan grabel, siap bwk cm willie2 lagi oh...aq buat mukak dono jak...bca bku Membina personality terbilang karya dr HM TUAH ISKANDAR..Dlm ati, aduina......Tuhan sak tau o..... budak cina sorg yang duk sebelah aq tuh bukan men lg mcm memngeras dah...takut lah tuh....hahaha...dia mo cover mukaknya, tp aq dpt bca yang dia memg tkut dh time tuh...selain tuh, aq bahagia sebab, selalunya, 3 jam lebih woh aq dlm flight...{3 ka 2?aq pun antam sak} tp memg lama kan lau flight direct dr tawau p KL....
Tp aq airan juak neyh....tuh stewardess tuh ckp sebentar lag mo mendarat....tp MC NDAK NAMPAK LAGI LAMPU2 DI DARATAN....rupanya, pilotnya lum dpt kc darat kapal disebabkan cuaca yang kurang baik...
Alahamdulillah, selamat juak kami mendarat..tp hujan juak time tuh...sampai jak, ada dh uncle aq tggu di luar gate..yeh...direct lah nek keta n p check in otel luk....
Aq Tgk sekeliling ku, fulamak...bukan alang2...kk makin maju dr hari ke hari...pdaal aq bru setahun lebih x balik ke sini...hospital pat aq lahir luk, pon laen sak udah ku tgk tuh...
Jalan makin liku2...
Bangunan makin tinggi2
Suhu semakin meningkat
Kereta banyak sgt
Parking????tau2 lah....
Tp memg best.....makanan dia bukan alang2....aq dr aria q dtg sampai ke hari neyh...aq tau melantak kueh tiaw jak...suma jenis masakan kueh tiaw udah ku test...
Kueh tiaw....................kau di hati ku..hihihihi....
So, dah aq xda keja mok di buat time d bilik nginapan neyh...berhasil juaklah aq berkarya>>>>>more to meluah perasaan.....sebab keboringan yang teraaaaaaaaaamat melanda jiwa neyh....
LAU XDA HALANGAN, ADIK PUPUKU yg ku saying mo dtg petang neyh....
ABIS LAH DIA AQ KERJAKAN T..HAHAHAHAHAH...jahatnya..hahahah
Ok..till net time....

I love
KOTA KINABALU.....