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Monday, June 11, 2012

||hoiiiishhhh||


Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..


long time no c ya...well, lots to share, but i only manage to write a bit.


ouch...seriously??? bengang pula di tengah pagi nie...bengang terhadap satu page dkt facebook nie...
Ang dok jaja crita rumahtangga ang kt org lain pa pasai?? laki ang x romantik ka, bini ang xreti makeup ka, awek ang curang ka, pakwe ang x caring ka, itu suma pon ang nak gtau kat org lain??
aisemen, saudara saudari, buka minda tue cikit...ada masalah bincang leklok, jumpa pakar seperti pakar perunding rumah tangga, ustaz, ustazah, tok kadi, ka sesape yang berilmu tentang hal macam tue...


menyampah tengok tau....dah tue kalau yang komen tue orang yang berpengalaman xpa juga...manalah tau, 2x5 jak....


ibarat membuka pekung di badan sendiri.


Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha bijaksana pasal hal2 macam nie... pegi mengadu kat manusia buatpa.. 


sama2 kita beringat...bukanlah bermaksud kita tak boleh meluah atau berkongsi perasaan kat sesapa, but it must be within the boundary my dearest....otherwise it will turn out worse...


Aisehmen.....





Saturday, May 5, 2012

||Andainya||

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh....


wahhh..lama sudah tak coret- coret belog nie... rindu nya dengan belog... sorry lah cik belog....busy bha saya..


humm, anyway, there were lots of things had happened in my life since my last entry.. sorry can't write it and publish it... cuz i'm kinda lazy..wee~~~


tapi...
emm... 
i wish i have elder sister....
i wish i have elder brother...
so then there will be someone who protecting me while i'm in danger,
there will be someone who also listen to my probs and my feelings...






(^^_)

Friday, April 13, 2012

(mahu) yang (baru)

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

kalau boleh, saya mahu yang baru... kenapa? mesti best... mesti bahagia... suci.....
senang masuk cahaya....senang basuh....senang 'make-up'....wah...alangkah beronoknya<seronok yang banyak>

eyalah, tiada lagi rasa sakit...
tiada lagi beri rasa sakit...


mahu <3 yang baru....
<3 = hati...bukan spesis lagi satu...no3....hoho

Monday, April 9, 2012

|I MISS HER|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakati

I hereby declared that I MISS MY WAWA... just now, 3:24 A.M I looked at our picture.

rindu sangat... (~~_) airmata pon tak dapat tahan.
seorang sulung rindukan si bongsu...
si kedua, si ketiga, si keempat, si kelima dan si anak buah....

sangat rindu...
perasaan gembira disamping keluarga tidak dapat menandingi rasa gembira disamping teman dan sahabat.
siblings are friends who live together in one house, share everything such as house<again, mom n dad..huhuhuhu....

humm, mau sangat nanges...haaa..nanges lah tengah2 pagi.....

miss them... =( uwaaaaaaaaaaa....

ya Allah, lindungi mereka... sampaikan salam kerinduan sang perantau kepada keluarga tercinta.

mudah-mudahan diri ini diberi kesempatan untuk bertemu dengan keluarga yang sangat dicintai dan dirindui....

Monday, March 19, 2012

|pesan untuk ko kawan ku|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...


ermm... sad to say...easy to say..but difficult to explain what exactly had happened.


the only thing that i should say, I KNOW YOU STILL LOVE HER.. ahaaa... how do I know? Ur mind Is MINE!!!


nothing you can hide from me lah  derr...


i'm just pretending i don't know nothing about you..but you are WRONG! <TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!!>
hahaha...




we both shocked about that "thing". perhaps you the one who the most get the sudden shocked... rilex.. cool.. that's your trademark right?


as a human being, we should now, what Karma is about.. what goes around, comes around.
but life must go on...
you just need to be strong.
said to her, if you do really love her.
do not let yourself lost the most "lovable" thing you ever get<for the second time>.


i know how you feel..... i just know it.. 
no reason for that just like what you said before..
to love someone, you need no reason.. then for me, to know something, you need no reason.


as me, myself...
maybe there's nothing left between us.. we just friend.. just like what you want...
maybe, we are best friend (^^_).


because i'm still the real me. what you said, i always remember.
I know, it's better for me to be a good friend to all my friends...


I'm confident with my Creator's promises. He will arranged for me, who is really need me..and who is i really need. 
cuz I don't want to be needed, just in need.. i want to be someone who is really meant to someone's life...

Sunday, March 18, 2012

|hakikat|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...


weee~~~ lama o tidak update.
and, nice font...hahah
biar besar, jelas dan berjarak..supaya senang mo baca.


anyway, baru2 jak neyh, ada join program bawah telaga biru training and consultancy..
MATH MAGIC camp... 


untunglah ada hamba Allah yang tawarkan untuk jadi fasilitator. walaupon agak last minit, syukur alhamdulillah...everything is okay...


YANG BESTNYA,anak-anak kepada ustaz Zahazan dan ustaz Zaharuddin pon ikut serta...


dan, banyak perkara baru yang dapat saya belajar dengan menyertai camp neyh..wah, formal gila ayat..hahaha..




ANY how...erkk??/ i need to go now.... 




P/S: SAYA berubah? persoalan demi persoalan dilemparkan...
yang penting jawapannya tetap sama...


KERANA ALLAH...bukan kerana nama..bukan kerana sesiapa...


(^^_) merindui keluarga jauh nun di Sabah...dan, yang berada di "sana"...




itu Hakikatnya.

Thursday, March 8, 2012

||DUNIA yang perlukan EXplorasi||

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...


subhanallah....Alhamdulillah....la ilahailallah....Allahuakhbar...


this beloog full with spider webs oo..


lama dah ndak update pulaknya kan....


ok2, first thing first, pa kena ngan tajuk neyh???


ok, sajalah kan, sebab waa ada PBS. patung Barbie Sejibik..heheh...
nope, PBS stands for PENGALAMAN BERASASKAN SEKOLAH..
bertemu semula, alam kedewasaanku dengan keremajaan budak-budak sekolah bak halilintar yang memecah sempadan..cehh..ayat tue bha...


i realize that their world are too awesome. I wonder how it would be back to 13 years ago...oh my...seriously, i miss that moment. moment with no HUGE responsibilities as what i have now...
moment with FREE lifestyle as you did not need any LOVELY thingy with your peers..what you only care is about playing, enjoy every moment and, try new things...




Ahaaa... the only thing that i still wondering, do i acted exactly like what the students act when i was interacting with them??? as long as i remember, i'm not that naughty<<<ye lah tueee.hahah


seriously... maybe the confidence still developing..perhaps..hahah...


true be truth, yeah, i like to fight and play roughly with other boys. i rarely be friend with girls.. cuz i was kind of used to be friend and play boys thing since i was 6.hahah..


the most important thing, i'm exploring this world and i think i should build the new character of mine, to make sure that the teacher charismatic can be detected by my students..wahhh..semangat kunun....




and, paling best, today i taught the preschool students a song...


here, the lyrics..




JAGALAH HATI, JANGAN KAU KOTORI,
JAGALAH HATI, LENTERA HIDUP INI,




sayang Allah, sayang Rasulullah, sayang Ibu, sayang Ayah, sayang semuanya..


<3 <3 <3

Friday, February 17, 2012

|masih yang dulu| Sang pencinta Rasulullah

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAHI WABARAKATUH....



12 rabiulawal,

seluruh alam menyaksikan, 

turunnya cahaya membelah kegelapan.



saat yang kaya bermaharajalela,


saat yang miskin dicerca dikerah,

kedatangannya umpama pencerahan,

yang membuang durja.




Muhammad SAW,

Bertebaran rahmat ke bumi bertuah,

Islam terpancar disini sana,

bertuahlah mereka yang berjuang bersamanya.




tidak pernah ku dengar suaramu,

tidak pernah ku lihat wajahmu.




Ya Rasulullah,

sekiranya kau hampir denganku,

betapa rindunya aku pada kekasih Allah,

Insan Termulia dikalangan

hambaNYA.

didik hatimu,

cinta pada Maha Pencipta,


cinta pada Rasulullah,



Rintihan Rindu,

Sang Pencinta Rasulullah.....

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

|togeh2|

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

heyy awak.... I tau lah cerita YOU.. hahah. Like seriously, DAMN, I knew it..

could not pretending anymore lah derr..
sampai ati ko buat macam neyh kat saya ya...

apalah salah saya ma ko ya? sampai macam tue sekali ko cakap tentang saya.

sakit hati saya pendam ini cerita oo..

ndak pa lah..
biarlah kau..




penat sudah saya mo larang kau supaya jangan cakap saya CUTE..


wee~~~

anyway, memey tengah marah pon neyh...

kawan-kawan, dulu kau cakap begini, sekarang kau cakap begitu pulak ya... kali ini azam tahun baru kau bha kan? hahahahah...



(^^_)

Friday, January 27, 2012

|teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttttttttt!|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...


aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar disini
tersudut menunggu pagi


trustworthy.....

is

valueless...

Thursday, January 26, 2012

|ubat HATI|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

whasssup??

ok, cool dude...<<<pergghhh

anyway, even though the tittle in Malay, but the contain will be mixed up with bi and sort of...

First of all, I warn you, this tittle for those who had external heart diseases(oh yeah??).. by the way, if your heart got injured by someone, just be relax. instead of hurting yourself by cutting your arms, legs, hair, nails<<arrgggh??, probably this tips will help you..

the first thing that you need is,



a good weather...yeahhh...cool....
good weather will helps you for applying this tips...

continued...

Second, a pair of your own leg, n a pair of shoes<pinjam2 pon bleyh>
and also, a ball and a field..like these.....



but all those are mine...except the ball(my friend's) n the field(my IPG's)..heheh


and not to forget the tiang gol <lupa apa nama dia dalam bi>





ok..now, we can proceed with the tips...

if you are really like to hurt yourself like what i had stated above, better you play some futsal or football..

hehehe.. the key point here is do some sports... yup, maybe not all of you like to play football right? but, if you have unstable emotion, feel stress, upset, why not you do some sports and, when you are tired by that time, you will only think that you are tired instead of you were hurt by other people...

believe me because I already try it.. if our body tired, automatically you just think to have a rest... at the same time, actually your body also become tougher than before...yeah... you have healthy body...

HURT----> HEALTH


LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST, 
do remember to ask ALLAH's guide.. we just put an effort to get something, but by HIS will, we will exactly got what we want, including peaceful in our mind, heart and soul..

no more hurt, say yes to health..yeahhh..hihihi

(^^_)





Wednesday, January 25, 2012

|kwang3|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

yeah..again, updating this beluggg..

oh my... I'm pretending like I was cool enough to deal with my own problem...

derr..not cool at all.... nearly past 13 hours.... I only cope this issue by do some sport...eating...movie watching...and, keep on dying (inside my heart)..

at least tell lah, I'm somewhere kah... are you okay kah....but, NOTHING....nothing at all dude...aiyooo

sometimes I'm wondering, perhaps you did this because you want to test me..or, maybe you want to show me the real you or, unfortunately, you are not serious at all..yeeaaahh... I'm kinda thinking about that...which is very not cool...

maybe I was not good enough...that probably the reason it wasn't a clear decision yet.... oh my....

haha..and the most funniest thing is<< grammatical error?? emm..ehem..ehem... the funniest part is, YOU EVEN DON'T KNOW THE EXISTENCE OF THIS POST AND ACTUALLY IT TALKS MOSTLY ABOUT YOU...huhuhu...

I'm surrender...3D's

first d, don't think....
>> yupp, just forget it...don't think even a lil bit.

second d, daring
>> daring in other word, dare to face the truth... I don't deserve you..

third d, don't care
>> I don't care er, er, er, er, er..2NE1's song......


until next post!!
(##_)

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

|mari MENGARUT|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

peace ya all!!!! <<<<<derrr?????

hahaha..tagline pinjam...euuukkk..

sebenarnya, saya pon tatau mo mengarut pasal apa.....

by the way..miss my home already yaaaaa...

ok, FOR those who have problem to deal with "bad-mouthed people" or known as TEMPAYAN!!! or also known as BIBIRAN..wahahahahahha..<<< i got new solutions or ways to share with you...

THERE are 3Ps..

the first P.... patience.....
op chooossss laaa... patience is a part of our faith...

jumpa jak ngan minah or mamat or maknyah<<uppss....
yg mulut banyakkkk..susah mo kaver, cakap crita2 yang sungguh menyakitkan hati, apa yg penting??? KEpatienceAN....OK.. REMEMBER THE p..

the second P.. Positive thought....

ya....kita berfikiran positive... bersangka baik lah...maybe, orang tue, memey hobi dia suka bawak citerr orang len kan....tak pn, memey dia dilahirkan kedunia dah memey cam tue....mulut longkang...tapi, kita fikir positive,, maybe one day he/she will regret and also change their attitude...


the last P..

kalau lah memey dah ndak boleyh mo patience <sabar> or even positive thought <berfikiran positive>
haaa..the last p is suit to be used as a tool to deal with them..yup...them...what?? yeas...siriusly..THEEEEEEEEEEEMMMM(DAMN) wahahahah...

WHAT is it??? P...E....N...A...M....P...A...R..... pree...

haaa...kalau rasa x tahan, and rasa diri bajet kuat, jumpa jak orang yang selalu mulut longkang, <especially yg cakap pasal diri korang sendiri lah, bukan orang len> PI KASIK JAK PENAMPAR PREEE...hahahahha

ok....hahha...itu jak lahhh...


credit to Maymenk Fadhxie coz berjaya menyuruh saya mengupdate belogg iniiii.. daa....

(^^_)

Sunday, January 22, 2012

|HARI ini|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...


yeppp..hari ini... bukan esok, lusa ataupun sebagainya..kenapa? ntahlah.. baru terasa hendak mengupdate..woooowww..boooooo..hahaha


anyway, tahun lepas, pada hari perayaan yang sama seperti ini, tetapi berlainan tarikhnya, al kisah terlakarnya sebuah cerita...well, adalah...Malaysia bha neyh<< xda kena mengena...


nothing special.... derrr (^^_)... damn special for me.... sebab saya sorang ja tau kot... why it is so special..


lastly, permulaan hidup baru sebagai somebody yang nobody... 




weee~~~~


p/s: mercun dentam dentum sana sini...

Monday, January 16, 2012

tamatlah SUDAH

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

alhamdulillah....less burden. focus in studies.

yeahhhh!!!!!

although it kinda sad...but, that's the nature of everything that goes around... just accept the fact..hahahah..


by the way, i just want to say, if it wasn't came out from yourself, I WILL JUST SIT BACK AND TRY to RELAX... NO NEED TO RUSH... our journey still in progress.. unless HE calls cuz HE loves you the most.... =)