||Andainya||

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh....


wahhh..lama sudah tak coret- coret belog nie... rindu nya dengan belog... sorry lah cik belog....busy bha saya..


humm, anyway, there were lots of things had happened in my life since my last entry.. sorry can't write it and publish it... cuz i'm kinda lazy..wee~~~


tapi...
emm... 
i wish i have elder sister....
i wish i have elder brother...
so then there will be someone who protecting me while i'm in danger,
there will be someone who also listen to my probs and my feelings...






(^^_)

|I MISS HER|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakati

I hereby declared that I MISS MY WAWA... just now, 3:24 A.M I looked at our picture.

rindu sangat... (~~_) airmata pon tak dapat tahan.
seorang sulung rindukan si bongsu...
si kedua, si ketiga, si keempat, si kelima dan si anak buah....

sangat rindu...
perasaan gembira disamping keluarga tidak dapat menandingi rasa gembira disamping teman dan sahabat.
siblings are friends who live together in one house, share everything such as house<again, mom n dad..huhuhuhu....

humm, mau sangat nanges...haaa..nanges lah tengah2 pagi.....

miss them... =( uwaaaaaaaaaaa....

ya Allah, lindungi mereka... sampaikan salam kerinduan sang perantau kepada keluarga tercinta.

mudah-mudahan diri ini diberi kesempatan untuk bertemu dengan keluarga yang sangat dicintai dan dirindui....

|pesan untuk ko kawan ku|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...


ermm... sad to say...easy to say..but difficult to explain what exactly had happened.


the only thing that i should say, I KNOW YOU STILL LOVE HER.. ahaaa... how do I know? Ur mind Is MINE!!!


nothing you can hide from me lah  derr...


i'm just pretending i don't know nothing about you..but you are WRONG! <TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!!>
hahaha...




we both shocked about that "thing". perhaps you the one who the most get the sudden shocked... rilex.. cool.. that's your trademark right?


as a human being, we should now, what Karma is about.. what goes around, comes around.
but life must go on...
you just need to be strong.
said to her, if you do really love her.
do not let yourself lost the most "lovable" thing you ever get<for the second time>.


i know how you feel..... i just know it.. 
no reason for that just like what you said before..
to love someone, you need no reason.. then for me, to know something, you need no reason.


as me, myself...
maybe there's nothing left between us.. we just friend.. just like what you want...
maybe, we are best friend (^^_).


because i'm still the real me. what you said, i always remember.
I know, it's better for me to be a good friend to all my friends...


I'm confident with my Creator's promises. He will arranged for me, who is really need me..and who is i really need. 
cuz I don't want to be needed, just in need.. i want to be someone who is really meant to someone's life...

|teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttttttttt!|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...


aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar disini
tersudut menunggu pagi


trustworthy.....

is

valueless...

|kwang3|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

yeah..again, updating this beluggg..

oh my... I'm pretending like I was cool enough to deal with my own problem...

derr..not cool at all.... nearly past 13 hours.... I only cope this issue by do some sport...eating...movie watching...and, keep on dying (inside my heart)..

at least tell lah, I'm somewhere kah... are you okay kah....but, NOTHING....nothing at all dude...aiyooo

sometimes I'm wondering, perhaps you did this because you want to test me..or, maybe you want to show me the real you or, unfortunately, you are not serious at all..yeeaaahh... I'm kinda thinking about that...which is very not cool...

maybe I was not good enough...that probably the reason it wasn't a clear decision yet.... oh my....

haha..and the most funniest thing is<< grammatical error?? emm..ehem..ehem... the funniest part is, YOU EVEN DON'T KNOW THE EXISTENCE OF THIS POST AND ACTUALLY IT TALKS MOSTLY ABOUT YOU...huhuhu...

I'm surrender...3D's

first d, don't think....
>> yupp, just forget it...don't think even a lil bit.

second d, daring
>> daring in other word, dare to face the truth... I don't deserve you..

third d, don't care
>> I don't care er, er, er, er, er..2NE1's song......


until next post!!
(##_)

|HARI ini|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...


yeppp..hari ini... bukan esok, lusa ataupun sebagainya..kenapa? ntahlah.. baru terasa hendak mengupdate..woooowww..boooooo..hahaha


anyway, tahun lepas, pada hari perayaan yang sama seperti ini, tetapi berlainan tarikhnya, al kisah terlakarnya sebuah cerita...well, adalah...Malaysia bha neyh<< xda kena mengena...


nothing special.... derrr (^^_)... damn special for me.... sebab saya sorang ja tau kot... why it is so special..


lastly, permulaan hidup baru sebagai somebody yang nobody... 




weee~~~~


p/s: mercun dentam dentum sana sini...

tamatlah SUDAH

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

alhamdulillah....less burden. focus in studies.

yeahhhh!!!!!

although it kinda sad...but, that's the nature of everything that goes around... just accept the fact..hahahah..


by the way, i just want to say, if it wasn't came out from yourself, I WILL JUST SIT BACK AND TRY to RELAX... NO NEED TO RUSH... our journey still in progress.. unless HE calls cuz HE loves you the most.... =)

kata

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

ehem...

ehem...

ehem...

kala dinihari

gusar hati

menanti 

luka ini

sakit lagi

terguris 

bukan sekali

tapi 

selalu terjadi

resah tidak terucap oleh bait kata

hanya coretan maya

tersurat segalanya

jemari menyatakan perasaan realiti

tatkala bibir terkunci

raga mendidik jiwa

bersangka baiklah

semoga segalanya dipermudah

p/s: bored and got uneasy feeling.... may Allah always bless us..(^^_)

what a relief????

Thanx to Mr.Google..

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..

I found this from somewhere.... wee~~~

You bring Joy to my life...

You bring colors to my world..

wherever you go away, you left me behind, the joy and colors are also faded away...

I only wish that you are always ready for me..

I might didn't say that "I miss YOU"...

I might never say that "I love YOU"...

I only can show YOU my concern towards you... or maybe you also still not realize that, I always pray the best for you...

sorry, I can't say those words ... I might say it, but after I have confirmed that you say it first, and you really meant it...



P/s: YOU ask me if I'm OKAY...but I'm not.... (^^_)


CAN'T smile like before....unless you make me smile again....

Muka looks happy....tapi hati sedang sedih....

humm....kebelakangan ini, banyak betul program yang dijalankan. Alhamdulillah kekuataan masih ada....

that's why, muka happy, tapi hati sedih......

kenapa???

hati sedang merajuk.....tapi, ngam sangat lah tue...merajuk suka.....nak memujuk orang tak suka....so, pujuk diri sendiri lah.....

banyak kisah sedih.....tak mau kongsi dengan orang lain..hati sedih nak tanggung sendiri..tapi tetap jugak tunjuk happy....

banyak kisah sedih.....mau kongsi dengan anda sorang ja......tapi, anda dimana???? terpaksa buat muka happy lagi...

banyak kisah sedih, kongsi kat orang lain, nanti cakap, " i must be the last person who know the story"  tapi, bila cari2, tak ada....tunggu punya tunggu, pon tak ada......sedih sangat hati....pun terpaksa lagi buat muka happy.....

banyak kisah sedih, saya dah cerita kat DIA...tapi saya mau cerita kat anda juga.....berat tambah berkurang kalau cerita kat anda....kurang rasa hati sedih...tap anda dimana???? hati sedang menangis....pun terpaksa buat muka happy...

hati sentiasa sedih kalau anda tidak menemani, dan mendengari rintihan sang hati....

sekarang pon sedang bersedih....hadinya nyata tapi tak kisah....sedih hati....buat muka happy....

celaru

assalamualaikum......

saya mulai penulisan ini dengan amarah......yang teramat lah sangat....sebab apa? iboh taok lahhh...yaaaa

anyway....apa kabar???

humm....curah-curah kan apa yang patut..

what i feel???

terukkk...

sedihhh...

confused....

macam-macam lagilah...

macam tiada harapan pun ada...tapi saya bersandar kepada yang SATU...Dialah sandaran terakhir...Dialah yang mampu memberi pengharan itu semula kepada saya...

kalau boleyh, saya mo sangat format balik data dalam ingatan saya neyh...saya mahu lupakan dia....saya mahu install perasaan yang baru, yang hanya ditujukan kepada yang SATU....

mainan syaitan sering menganggu...sering menghasut untuk kita bersama-sama hanyut dibuai, diulit dosa yang tidak kita sedari.....

siapalah saya.....hanya seorang muslimah yang punyai banyak kekurangan...yang masih banyak kelompangan.....yang masih banyak kejahilan......namun itu semua bukan halangan dan alasan untuk saya berusaha menjadi yang terbaik untuk bakal penyokong, pendamping, pelindung, saya nanti....

biarlah hasrat hati cuma saya sendiri yang tahu...doalah dan bersangka baik denganNya..aturanNya adalah yang terbaik...