sakit ati

salam.....lama update blog kan....but now..i update it coz i really2 sakit hati right now....i duno how to express it...but damn...i meant it!!!!!!

that's all i guess.....=(

holidayyyyy????

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.......

Apa khabar semua? Rasa2nya, korang semua mesti bahagia kan? Sebab dapat balik kampong seminggu and spending your time with beloved one. Like me, nothing to do since i’m not going anywhere except attended the pismp’s convocation at Putrajaya International convention centre....well, 3 days my friend and i went there and carried out our duty as the “jubah” SUPERsial comittee....haha........xdalah..just biasa2...tolong2 uruskan jubah2 graduan yang dah konvo...

Well, korang nak tau.... best gila dapat tengok orang konvo sambil membayangkan diri sendiri dalam jangka waktu 4 tahun akan datang... coming soon insyaAllah....semua dalam keadaan ceria2...x kurang juga orang yang berada dalam kesedihan tatkala diambang penyampaian segulung ijazah.....

Neyh nak cite neyhhh~~~~cecite2.....

Part1

Sedang saya sibuk mengira sejumlah graduan untuk disusun atur kedudukan mereka, tiba-tiba NYDP1 kami, abg Salam...memanggil saya......” Fiy, ada orang pengsan!” terkejut juga saya pada masa itu.....saya pon bergegas lah pergi menjenguk graduan yang dah jatuh pengsan tue...

Sejurus selepas saya mendatangi sekumpulan graduan yang tengah membantu seorang graduan wanita yang pengsan itu tadi, saya terdengar suara tangisan sedu-sedan dari arah tempat kejadian.... saya ingatkan akak tuh excited sangat nak grade...rupanya, malang tidak berbau.... di hari kegembiraannya terjadi sesuatu yang sekaligus meragut kegembiraan itu jauh darinya.... “abang.......a......bangggg......huuu....huuu...abang!”........

Seorang rakan kepada akak tue menjelaskan bahawa abang kandung akak tue baru sahaja meninggal dunia.....inalillahiwainalillahirojiun......tatkala itu jua, hampir menyusur  airmata dipipi...betapa haru birunya dunia seorang adik apabila kehilangan sorang abang... mungkin apa yang saya rasakan x setanding apa yang dialami akak tue....sebabnya, saya tiada abang....saya Cuma ada adik2..... rakan2 akak tuh sedaya upaya menenangkan dia.....saya tinggalkan mereka dalam keadaan pilu di hati mengenang nasib hamba Allah tersebut.....

Sekali lagi, saya sedar bahawa...Allah itu Maha Kuasa.....”kun fayakun” jadi maka jadilah......tidak kira dimana, bila2 masa jua.....tidak akan awal mahupun lewat seminit sekiranya Dia hendak menamatkan riwayat hambanya.... betapa besarnya dugaan akak tadi.... terfikir juga, bagaimana jika saya yang berada di tempat akak tuh...bagaimana kalau yang “pergi” itu ibu atau ayah saya.....nauzubillah...... semoga roh dicucuri rahmat....semoga saya di berikan kekuatan untuk menghadapi situasi seperti tadi.....

Namun, yang pergi tetap akan pergi dan tidak akan kembali lagi...ambillah peringatan dari peristiwa itu tadi......

Part2

Happy sangat graduan nak naik dan terima segulung ijazah... antara ragam graduan yang saya temui ialah.....pukul 7 pagi~ ada graduan yang tengah bergambar2 dekat jalan masuk ke PICC...gelap2 lagi dah pergi bergambar.....bukan alang2...semangat sangat....ada yang tengah sarat mengandung (gembira bayi tuh kecik2 lagi dah grade)....ada yang bertongkat2 dek kerana kesan daripada kemalangan yang menimpa dirinya.....ada yang datang lambat (tak hairan sebabnya, saya pon selalu datang lewat lau ada mana2 event~~bad attitude...do not follow).....ada yang siap edar kad jemputan kahwin pulak tue......very advanced tau....

Happy to see them with cheerful and enjoyable moment ...almaklum...cohort pertama pismp...best jugak kerana...saya dapat berjumpa dengan akak senior yang sangat baik hati dan sangat berdedikasi dalam mengeratkan ukhwah dan menjalinkan sillaturahim khasnya kepada junior2 sabah Sarawak seperti saya ... anyway...selamat berkhidmat kepada semua murabbi2 yang baru sahaja selesai menjalani konvokesyen....

Part3

Selesai cerita pasal graduan...meh baca cerita tentang saya...... neyh adalah kali kedua saya melakukan kerja belakang tabir yang bahawasanya SANGAT MEMENATKAN......terlintas dibenak fikiran saya......”sapalah yang cipta jubah untuk konvo neyh” mak aihhhh...bertuah sungguh......jubah dah lah besar2....tebal2 pulak tuh....belum lagi crita pasal berat jubah tue....

rajen semuanya.....

First day~ a few  students from ipis need to transfer jubah from cyberjaya to PICC...it’s okay lah lau untuk IPIS TERCINTA JER....NEYH TIDAK....IPG2 Laen pon kena balun angkat sekali...APPROXCIMATELY 5-7 ipg PUNYA JUBAH KENA ANGKUT....bayangkan..kudrat seorang wanita terpaksa digadaikan demi tugas yang telah disandang....nasiblah jejaka2 yang ditugaskan Gagah2 BENAR....they are all the best....credit to, abg didie, abg man, abg azri, abg hakim, abg zaki, Hassan, amru, abg salam, fendi, rahman, and not to forget, SHEYREEN....kitorg berdua ja wanita...hua3...

Dah tuh, sampai PICC, punggah lagi masuk lam bilik urusetia....finished, balik ke IPIS..

dari kiri..sheyreen, abg man, abg salam, abg didie, rahman dan fendi..

jawatankuasa Wakil MAKTAB..heheh

2^nd day~ pemulangan jubah giat dijalankan....namun begitu kerja tidaklah seberapa berat...kami ditugaskan untuk menjaga buku program dikaunter pertanyaan PICC.... cukup jelas dinyatakan bahawa bahagian yang didiami kitorang adalah ruangan untuk mengambil <envois> untuk setiap IPG dan buku program....TAPI, ada juga yang menujukan pertanyaan kepada kami....apa penanda yang kitorang buat tue tidak cukup besar untuk dilihat dan dibaca? Penat menjawab soalan...Halalkan sahaja kudrat yang digunakan ketika itu..... selesai disitu, beralih kepada proses pemulangan jubah...~berjalan dengan lancar.....TuTup kaunter......

"maaf...saya tidak akan jawab soalan..kerana ini bukan kaunter persoalan..huhuhu"

she's looked so bored...yes absolutely she does.....

3^rd day~ wah...Happy yang teramat pabila duty sudah hamper ke garisan penamat....namun.....blasted receiving kaunter menghantui kami.....sebelah pagi, ok lagi lah...siap boleh rilek2 baca buku dan tidur2....selesai sidang ketiga konvo....maka.....beransurlah jubah2 datang untuk dikira dan direkod......yaaaaa......tiada apa yang bisa saya ungkapkan melainkan.......SAYA PENAT!!!!!!.....kerja tetap diteruskan......sehinggalah pukul 9 malam.....kudrat saya sudah mencapai level GABAn.....tidak terkata.....semua ini dapat ku utarakan dengan kata seindah bahasa......tiada apa yang dapat menandingi keletihan dikala itu...ulang suara....TIRED.......ya....blasted tired.....maka dengan  itu..tamatlah coretan pengalaman pengendalian jubah konvo semasa cuti sekaligus menghilangkan nikmat keseronokan bercuti......

Conclusion~~ walaubagaimanapun...saya anggap ini sebagai cubaan dan ujian dariNYA....DIA tidak akan menguji hambaNYA melebihi tahap kemampuan hambaNYA...saya yakin dengan janji2NYA....alhamdulillah...didikan yang sebenarnya......membina benteng kesabaran dalam diri.....

Segala yang terkurang tatkala saya bertugas.tolong halalkan...dan apa yang saya terlebih beri semasa bertugas....saya juga telah halalkan......

I’m a teacher...and i need to use to the upcoming duty......

teacher's duties always flexible....

kita ney sahabat ka? -_-"

Assalamualaikum warahhmatullahi wabarakatuh...

How are you dear fellow followers? Although there were only 8 of you...but I would like to give a million of thanks because being such a loyal follower….

What I want to write in this entry is about who we are among our friends…..are we friends? Actually I was reading before I think I want to write something. It’s about “friends”.

Friends…I do have plenty of friends somewhere in Malaysia…. I do love them.. But sometimes, I'm shy to show my love for them and i also forgot bout them....at the same time, i do really appreciate them… I'm afraid if what I had done also still doesn’t showed that I appreciate them...huhuhu

Penat dah bebel lam bi…yg grammar hambur habis….then I continue ya… saya akan taip semula satu situasi di mana cerita ini saya ambil daripada buku Fanzuru, karya Hilal Asyraf.

“ sahabat yang saya sayang , tidak menghubungi saya pun. Bagi saya. Kalau tiga hari tidak hubungi dia sudah rasa macam sesuatu yang tak kena. Tapi sahabat saya, tak kisah pun. Tunggu saya hubungi, baru nak hubungi saya.

   

Apa yang saya katakan pada anda sekarang adalah perkara sama yang saya selalu katakan pada diri saya. Jadikanlah sahabat kita sebagai sahabat kita. SIAPA DIRI KITA PADA DIA, NANTILAH DULU. BIARLAH KITA BERKORBAN, DAN BIARKANLAH DIA YANG MASIH TIDAK MAMPU MEMAHAMI SEMUA INI. Jangan kita menuntut apa-apa.

  

Yang penting, kita DIRIKAN PERSAHABATAN KITA HANYA UNTUK MENDAPAT REDHA ALLAH S.W.T, dan MEMPERKUATKAN UMMAH INI.

Maka, apa lagi?

Ikhlaskan niat, bergeraklah mencapai keredhaan-Nya dalam persahabatan anda. InsyaAllah, manusia yang ikhlas bersahabat , akan dinaungi Allah pada hari di mana tiada naungan melainkan naungan-Nya.” Mukasurat 129, Fanzuru, Hilal Asyraf.

Tatkala saya terbaca helaian ini, hiba rasanya hati ini kerana saya pernah berfikiran seperti ini. Gugur airmata suam jatuh membasahi pipi. Persoalan timbul, “Adakah saya sahabat yang baik?” Maafkan saya…. Tiada siapa yang sempurna dan akan sentiasa melakukan kesilapan. Namun begitu sentiasalah juga berusaha untuk memperbaiki ketidakkesempurnaan diri dengan belajar daripada kesilapan lalu.

Kepada semua sahabat saya….maafkan saya….. 

mood: RINDU kawan2....

Perkongsian bersama..

DOA JODOH..

Ya Allah...
Seandainya telah Engkau catatkan
dia akan mejadi teman menapaki hidup
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan diantara kami
Agar kemesraan itu abadi...

Dan ya Allah...
ya Tuhanku yang Maha Pengasih
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini
Ke tepian yang sejahtera dan abadi
Tetapi ya Allah...
Seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan...
Dia bukan milikku
Bawalah ia jauh dari pandanganku
Luputkanlah ia dari ingatanku
Ambillah kebahagiaan ketika dia ada disisiku
Dan peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti...
Berikanlah aku kekuatan
Melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit
Hilang bersama senja nan merah
Agarku bisa berbahagia walaupun tanpa
bersama dengannya

Dan ya Allah yang tercinta...
Gantikanlah yang telah hilang
Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah
Walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku...
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirMu
Sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau takdirkan
Adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau Maha Mengetahui
Segala yang terbaik buat hambaMu ini

Ya Allah...
Cukuplah Engkau saja yang menjadi
pemeliharaku
Di dunia dan di akhirat
Dengarlah rintihan dari hambaMu yang daif ini

Jangan Engkau biarkan aku sendirian
Di dunia ini maupun di akhirat
Menjuruskan aku ke arah kemaksiatan dan
kemungkaran
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang
beriman
Supaya aku dan dia dapat membina
kesejahteraan hidup
Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai
Dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh...






credit to SAUDARA MUHAMMAD IZWAN ZAINAL ABIDIN...

When Boring is Coming ^_^

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh......

Ya.....jumpa lagi.....baru perasan, my first entry was February... aiyakkk...poor little bloggy...hihihihi...don't worry, skarang dh mok start coret2 dah....hmmm.....

tajuk pon dah menunjukkan bahawa keboringan telah melanda ati saya...walaupon di saat tengah mood exam, sempat jugak terasa boring kan??? memang pelik....saya mo show kan kat kawan2 suma pa yang saya buat kalau boring datang kat saya...

antaranya adalah,

kelas hoki...


Ney lah kerja time boring.......neyh hasil yang utama dalam sem neyh..kenapa? sebab time neyh kawan lain sibuk bentang sal permainan hoki, saya happy2 cipta makhluk kat atas neyh..kawan saya memang sedia maklum dah dengan sikap saya....lebih baik daripada saya wat 'peta' Sabah Sarawak kat atas meja tuh kan???hehehe...>>>>angguk jak lah.......hihi...


selain itu,

ney pulak time social studies punya kelas,comey x????boring cz tgk movie yang dh penah tgk.....ney pon wt dalam gelap.....mcm dalam cinema, cz tgk movie beramai2 kan...hihihi...

ada lagilah...

yang neyh lau x silap, time kelas rehat...nmpak liquid paper, trus spreading kan art...hihihihi

itulah antara "karya boring" saya...anyway, hope saya tidak depressed dengan kerja2 saya yang sedia ada and, yang bakal mendatang...
>>>>biarlah art neyh org kata x cantik..yang penting saya puas ati dengan apa yang saya buat kan???art x perlukan kepintaran atau kejituan...art ialah something abstract....org jiwa art ja yang layak mok komen..hihihi


P/S : tuk kawan2, mo kasi nasihat neyh, tuk peringatan bersama, panggillah gelaran ibu tau bapa anda sebanyak mungkin, siapa tahu lepas neyh kita dah x berpeluang.....
masa kecik2 dulu, saya takut sangat kalau saya terlupa mummy and daddy saya, alhamdulillah, berkat hidayah Allah S.W.T, saya masih di beri peluang untuk sentiasa ingat akan jasa ibu bapa saya tuk saya....akhir coretan...maaf andai saya pernah buat salah and silap kat kawan2 suma........all the best!

Oh my......new life!!!

assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh....sorry dear bloggy...long time no c ya....specially to my friend, IEDA....sorry tau...bukan apa....i got new life and kinda busy work it out....my works doubled and sometimes tripled...hihihih....mohon maaf ya.......neyh ja yang sya dapat curahkan buat waktu neyh.....

ari neyh 19hb2 2011 merupakan hari boring and hari bukan aq sedunia....why???sebabnya, sya meniti minit2 siang hari tadi dengan pengisian seminar yang mungkin bukan 'selera' sya....ngantuk sangat time seminar tadi..sya bukan diri sya yang sebenarnya tadi....sya amat pasif!!!!!!.....seminar tuk penulis...walhal sya neyh, membaca pun mintak simpang.....huhuhu.....what i can take as my new valuable experience, even a lil bit, i hope i got some that might be useful in the future....keboringan yang agak ketara adalah> sya smpai tertidur2...biasalah....not my cup of tea kan...

lagi satu, td sya fully purple....like this colour...hihih....

P/S>>>>>>>>>>i'm not longer the old fiy yang steady jak sepanjang masa dek kerana xda benda nak dibuat. sekarang, sya kena catch up many things to ensure kerja sya suma siap...sya harap lah....penat sangat permulaan semester dua neyh...tu lah, sapa suruh pergi calonkan diri sendiri kan? =_=.....bingung sendiri....

banyak sangat yang berlaku semester dua neyh...memang totally blast full lah jadinya......sampai sya jd chipsmore...hihihi....

>>>>>>>>>>lupa pula mok ctau....calonkan diri tuk apa ya??? sebenarnya sya calonkan diri sya tuk jadi "org penting" kunun....penting lah sangat....i'm just doing thing that i like...leadership......but it's still the same....and in addition, my language!!!!! its turn Cloudy....worse!!!!!..totally SCRAMBLING!!!! huhuhuhu....

>>>>>>>>>x lama g mo mock exam....kawan2, tolong doakan sya ya....

>>>>>>>>last but not the least, my favorite quotation...

"Aku mencintaimu kerana agama yang ada padamu, jika kau hilangkan agama dalam dirimu, hilanglah cintaku padamu."

(Imam Nawawi)

>>>>>>untuk semua yang sayang dgn sya, sya syang kamu semua...untuk NURBAINUN AND NURSHEYREEN and MANJ....sya syg kamu....kmu sentiasa ada di saat sya dibuai "homesick"......

If you ever know

If you ever know...

If you ever know

That I’m a bad person

Is there will be a single space for me inside your deep heart core?

If you ever know

That I’ll go away from your life

After all the promises that I had promised weren’t true

Do you still have even a piece of love for me?

If you ever know

I had put my loyalty at the highest peak for the love that we had built.

At the same time

I keep on seeking for the truth of life

To be grateful with what I have now

And to grab the dreams that we had dreamt before.

If you ever know

That I still need you

And I still love you.

But I also wonder if you still love me like before

Or the otherwise had happen.

Because I know

The path that I had chosen

Makes me hurt you

As I want to chase after the true love

The love towards the Greatest Creator

The noble love that dreamed by Mankind

Who realized about it.

Will you be there and give a support for me?

Will you do the same with me?

Will you wait for me?

Will the love that existed have a new breath if the moment of truth comes?

I keep on wondering

If you ever know.

p/s: so sorry if there were something wrong...

I’m an amateur poetry...

First poem in English..

(~_~)

walk through ~~~~

Salam....

What a wonderful tonight.....

Even without a single star glimmering in the sky....

With a cold moderate temperate....

But, seems like I don’t have extra ‘ENERGY’ to throw out all my ideas in ruining this blog....

I feel like my soul had taken away from me…

I miss all these moments being with my beloved family…and once again, I’ll leave them…and wonder if I can be with them in such a short term of break…..

Love my family very much……

BACK to my PLACE of BIRTH.....

Salam...

Hum....how are you? How do you do?

It’s been to long that i’m not back to my place of birth...

Where? Kota kinabalu...

Flight AK6129 yg berlepas dr lapangan terbang tawau pada pukul 9.35 malam mendarat di lapangan terbang kota kinabalu pada pukul ndak tau brapa....sebabnya, stewardess tuh ckp gneyh...

“sebentar lagi kita akan mendarat di lapangan terbang kota kinabalu.bla bla bla..”tah apa g dia merapu dlm bhasa inggeris tuh...

Aa rasa bhagia dah time tuh...apa ndaknya...sudahlah pilot tuh bawak p jalan grabel, siap bwk cm willie2 lagi oh...aq buat mukak dono jak...bca bku Membina personality terbilang karya dr HM TUAH ISKANDAR..Dlm ati, aduina......Tuhan sak tau o..... budak cina sorg yang duk sebelah aq tuh bukan men lg mcm memngeras dah...takut lah tuh....hahaha...dia mo cover mukaknya, tp aq dpt bca yang dia memg tkut dh time tuh...selain tuh, aq bahagia sebab, selalunya, 3 jam lebih woh aq dlm flight...{3 ka 2?aq pun antam sak} tp memg lama kan lau flight direct dr tawau p KL....

Tp aq airan juak neyh....tuh stewardess tuh ckp sebentar lag mo mendarat....tp MC NDAK NAMPAK LAGI LAMPU2 DI DARATAN....rupanya, pilotnya lum dpt kc darat kapal disebabkan cuaca yang kurang baik...

Alahamdulillah, selamat juak kami mendarat..tp hujan juak time tuh...sampai jak, ada dh uncle aq tggu di luar gate..yeh...direct lah nek keta n p check in otel luk....

Aq Tgk sekeliling ku, fulamak...bukan alang2...kk makin maju dr hari ke hari...pdaal aq bru setahun lebih x balik ke sini...hospital pat aq lahir luk, pon laen sak udah ku tgk tuh...

Jalan makin liku2...

Bangunan makin tinggi2

Suhu semakin meningkat

Kereta banyak sgt

Parking????tau2 lah....

Tp memg best.....makanan dia bukan alang2....aq dr aria q dtg sampai ke hari neyh...aq tau melantak kueh tiaw jak...suma jenis masakan kueh tiaw udah ku test...

Kueh tiaw....................kau di hati ku..hihihihi....

So, dah aq xda keja mok di buat time d bilik nginapan neyh...berhasil juaklah aq berkarya>>>>>more to meluah perasaan.....sebab keboringan yang teraaaaaaaaaamat melanda jiwa neyh....

LAU XDA HALANGAN, ADIK PUPUKU yg ku saying mo dtg petang neyh....

ABIS LAH DIA AQ KERJAKAN T..HAHAHAHAHAH...jahatnya..hahahah

Ok..till net time....

I love

KOTA KINABALU.....

sHariNg is CaRiNg....

assalamualaikum sygQ...
 akhirnya tercapai jugak hasratmmu untuk berjauhan dengan q...walaupon ati and perasaan Q sedikit terluka aq relakan ko pergi....aq relakan ko pergi mengejar cita-citamukerana aq tau, ko tinggalkan aq hanya tuk sementara kan?
aq mengimpikan kita akan dapat belajar bersama, naik n jatuh bersama...tp suma tinggal impian and harapan yang tidak akan menjadi kenyataan.

  hanya satu impian and harapan ku yang tinggal...aq harapkan kita dapat jadikannya kenyataan. syg Q, jauh di lubuk hati ini, aq ingin mendirikan rumah tangga bersamamu. membina masjid bersamamu dan hidup beekeluarga dengan mu. aq tau syg, ko juga mengharapkan yg sama dariku..kekalkanlah cinta ini dan kita akan kecapi  impian itu. aq syg ko, aq cintakn ko. aq sangat perlukan ko dan aq ingin ko jadi suri dalam atiku tuk selamannya...

sesampainya ko di sana nanti, ingatlah suma pesanan ku, pesanan parent mu, dan pesanan yang lain..

guna lah tasbih ini dan basahi bibirmu dengan zikrullah kepadaNya...

aQ mohon padamu, jagalah amal mu, jagalah auratmu, jagalah agamamu, jagalah maruahmu dan jagalah cinta ini...

Hargailah airmata yang pernah gugur dari mataku ini...

Warkah buat ADAM:

*Jangankan manusia biasa, sedang nabi juga resah tanpa HAWA

*lelaki juga perlukan sokongan hawa

*jangan cuba menjinakkan hawa dengan harta, kerana nanti dia menjadi liar....

*jangan hiburkan mereka dengan kecantikan, kerana mereka akan derita.

Warkah buat HAWA:

*jangan jadikan kelembutan sebagai kelemahan

*wanita yang lupa akan asal usulnya tidak akan terhibur dan menghiburkan.

*tanpa Iman, Ilmu akan bengkok.

*pimpinlah diri sendiri sebelum memimmpin orang lain

PENTING

*jika kamu masih remaja, pimpinlah diri sendiri dahulu, dan jadilah anak yang solehah. jika kamu menjadi isteri, jadilah isteri yang taat. dan seandainya ko menjadi ibu, didiklah anakmu agar mereka tidak gentar menegakkan syiar ISLAM.

Seandainya engkau belum berkahwin, janganlah risau dengan janji Allah S.W.T.

BEKALAN:

jalan kebahagian ada di depanmu. carilah ia dalam lautan ilmu, amal soleh dan akhlaq yang mulia. bersikap objektif dalam setiap hal, nescaya engkau akan bahagia......

Nukilan semata-mata.......

camping at BEntong PAhang....

Salam....

I'm happy and feeling gratefully because I still can have this fresh air around me....

k, this story might be an old story. But I like to share it... Well, know 2.55am...

I still can't sleep.. I thought I got insomania...wawawawa...i don't know...maybe this was my hobby since i became a secondary student and now as ipt student....

by the way, i would like to take this opportunity to update my blog..hihihi..

like what i have state as my tittle of post for today, 'camping at Bentong, Pahang'...

This camp was held on 15th of October until 17th of October 2010....in Dusun Eco Resort in bentong, Pahang.

at the same time, this was also my first trip to Pahang...cool ehh...Hahaha...well, Perantau lah katakan...

This camp was a leadership of consumerism's camp... Narrow it, it was for a smart consumer like me..yehahaa.... credit for me...

Hihikhik..No lah.. this camp for surely all about consumerism...But i really do realize that this camp wasn't like other camp...besides the main point of this camp, it also consist of soul 'pengisian'...Sorry..i keep thinking for 15 minute to find the actual term, but i can't get it..hihihi...well, amateur writer lah Katakan...

8 ipt's joining this programme. IPIS(my ipt), IPBM, IPTEK, IPAA, UPSI, UIA(GOMBAK), UPM, and last but not the least, IIC....

from left, kak Mun, Farol, Fendi, Aiman(orange's shirt), Muaz(red's shirt), Syami, Fiy(me lah...)..adn last but not the least, Khadijah....I just mention her but she wasn't there...she got something to do during that time.

 this one, are my team member....forget to mention, all of us are divided into several groups....our groups are groups number 9 and then we changed it to Integrity. From left, Hafiz(team leader), Nasrul, Hidayat....The rest are girls...but so sorry coz I didn't have our pictures..humm...anyway, this was the best group i ever had..

INTEGRITY'S paNtun....Hihiihiih...

Smart kan???isk3...hihihihi.....

 Teacher Fiy....yehaaa.....with flowers...i don't know lah what flower is this..hihihihi

Nature lover's posing......I lIKe this so much.......

besides that, we also have videos on Rasa Sayang's song....

haaa......creative and inovative erkkk,,, this camp also provide us further information about consumerism.

moreover, all activities that have been held were awesome, attractive and effective... well, i got the effect...hihhih...

let gone be by gone........enjoy looking at these pictures....

to women's hostel

another chalet and swimming pool....

yeah.....morning sight of Dusun eco Resort.....

this is chalet CHUMILLL...hihihihi...

last but not the least, morning sight and also a bougainvilla's flower...like this moment so much......

I hope all the input that I got in joining this camp useful and I would like to share it with my friends and insyaALLAH i will delivery it to my future students.....

hihhihi...

end of the story......

Childhood Memories by, teacher to be.......

Childhood memories

         Everyone has their own memories. As human being, memories play an important role in our daily life. It’s a natural phenomenon that sometimes could be sad or sweet. I would like to share about my childhood memories with my friends. Some of the memories that I would like to share are, the memories of doing everything together with friends, being afraid of my older family members and last but not least, how I overcome my sadness by remembering sweet memories.

         First and foremost, during my childhood, I like to do everything together with my friend either it is good or bad. I still remember what had happened when we went out to the nearest playground and we saw an old woman carrying a huge luggage. My friend, Hashim offered to help her carry her luggage. After we sent the old lady to her house, she thanked us. On the other hand, because of our naughty behaviour, Hashim’s leg had broken when he was 10 years old. He fell from a rambutan tree beside our house. My, mom already warned us not to climb the tree but we did not listen to her. After all what we had done together, the memory is still fresh in my mind as our friendship is still bonded together.

         Hashim and I were best friends and very afraid to face my mom. Not because she was fierce but because she was strict and we were too naughty during that time. Once, I had found a pair of scissors. After that, i called Hashim and we went to our backyard and I started cutting Hashim’s hair. We laughed loudly because of Hashim new hair style was very funny and my mom heard us. When my mom caught us, each of us got a ‘candy’ or also known as rattan cane from her. During those days, our neighbourhood treated each other’s children as theirs. So, Hashim’s parents did not mind what my mom had done to him. Thank to mum because her ‘candies’ were really meaningful in teaching us to become useful individuals.

      Now, we are no longer study together and lived in the same neighbourhood. Hashim and his family moved to Australia because his father got promoted. When he moved to America, I was sad because I lost my best friend. With recalling sweet memories, I can forget my sadness. So, during sadness, depression, a trip down memory lane sure will help me boost my enthusiasm. Then when I joined a boarding school programme, once again I was so sad because I was far apart from my hometown, friends and my family. Sometimes, I will open my album that I had brought a long and watch ideas that we took when there were on any occasion that bring us together such as Hari Raya Aidilfitri celebration. With this, I could forget my sadness and my yearns towards my beloved family and my best friend.

     Different person have different thought about memories. But most of us tend to remember our childhood. Memories that created in childhood have more meaningful lessons for certain times. It is because it was a part of our beginning in knowing everything around us very well. Thus, memories bring a big impact to somebody’s life in order to keep us grow older with sweet memories as I am grown up with memories that I had with my friends, lessons I got that remain in my mind and vanishing my sadness with the power of memories.           

                                                                                           

MY life in IPIS......

  Salam...
Hmm...its been too long i've not updating this blog....since i lost my mood because of the particular guy..
but, know i come back...n think i want to share about my life in this campus....the most beautiful, peaceful and harmonies place....the IPGM KAMPUS PENDIDIKAN ISLAM.

    At here, i've meet my new friends, my new path of life and the true chosen pathway for truly muslimah InsyaALLAH....  i'm happy to be here..thank God because HE answered my prayers....Alhamdulillah i'm doing well here since 3 months ago....


    i'm rarely talking bout my friend right? but today i'll introduce them to all of u. people who helped me a lot in case i got problems... by the way, their helped were very meant to me.....

first of all, this is azam...my kind hearted class rep(representative)..
the eldest among all of us in the class...open minded person...and u'll rarely look his stressed faces..because he always be happy...i dont know why...hihihi...his full name is, Mior Mohd Azam....
but.....please beware when he get angry,,,,cz sometimes he is unpredictable person...=)

Here we go.....this particular gurl with innocent face is called sheyr....
her fullname is Nursheyreen.... MOST happy-go-lucky gurl in our class...she likes to sing a korean song....dancing of course and last but least, she is dreadfully admired the TVXQ artist or whatever.....cz i dunt have any idea what it is....as i know, she even CRIED when she knew that the day she went back to Sabah to celebrate her sis's wedding day, at the airport, actually the TVXQ artist also there.....she was also just like Azam..unpredictable person......But we liked to bullied her....her famous quote "kamu pikir saya senyum saya suka?"
hihihihi~~~~~

   


      yeahhh...this is bainun...kindly simply person.... she came from sarawak....Teacher bai..... I always seeking for help from her....and she will helped me as she could. this was her famous posed...Hihihi...We take this picture when we were on the way back to our hostel after having lunch at the nearest restaurant...

This gurl also from sarawak.....nisa'........short term for DAYANG KHAIRUNNISHA.....
thanked God when i take this picture she was smiling. if not..humm..her faced make me trauma n scared....~~~Hihihihi~~~
just kidding...she got wonderful voices....and only person got a luck that could hear her voice....



ok...ONLY THIS FOR TODAY.....insyaAllah to be continued....
love ya ALL friends...................

Back from the future........

ASsalamualaikum.......HOW R U?
hope korg suma ok2 ja....
Actually.......aq ada cter nk kongsi......Biasa R........tp ney cter time aq kna PAKSArela to join the asean school games opening ceremony and Merdeka day....
Aq sEbenarnya konpius Jugak Ney..... Either write in english or Malay...... But aq HANtam sajalah.......aq punya post....aq punya blog.....ADA KU KESAH?
patutnya today aq nk happy2.....coz tomorrow i'll go back to my BeloVed institution......IPGM KPI.....best woooo.......ipg ney mang best.....but....unfortunately, adalah makhluk Tuhan ney yg wt aq sakit ati....So, disamping aq nk sharing2 kt blog ney,Jgn lak Eran lau ada terkasar bhasa k?????? Raya kan sebulan lg.....Aq mta mf lg r nti ble aq ada tsilap...heheheh.....

the story begin like this........dulu.....awal2 bulan yg ktaorg pas abis mggu MPPB ------>aq Lupa dh apa kepanjangan dia.alah...mggu orentasi......and mggu usrah...ktorg ney adalah dgr crita n kbar2 angin yg mengatakan ktorg kna ikot wt human graphic.....time tuh pon dah start bengang.....human graphic???? mcm2 idea timbul tuk describe bnda jadah ney......tibalah hari yg ktorg kna pg wt latihan.....pukul 5 tau 6, dh kna suh tggu kt garaj bas.....cz tempt latihan tuh jauh......d StaDIum Bola Sepak Kuala Lumpur...kt cheras.......

dh sampai kat stadium tuh......kna suh beratur la pulak......pendek kta....pihAK berkaitan tuh nk arrange ktorg......Awal2 dh kna tengking2......yg kna pg tuh suma foundation sem 1 and sem 3......ada lbh dr 1 buah ipgm yg kne pg....(aq x ingt bpe ipgm yg pg...hehehe)....so, seperti lembu kna TArik....ikut je lah arahan.....dh yg bg arahan tuh pgkat pcik2....knalah hormat kn?so, follow je r......follow punya follow punya follow......--->brapa kali pya follow lah.....dh tau r nk duk cm na....duduk kt kerusi stadium.....yg menyedihkan ialah.....ktorg kna arranged btol2 rapat gila......mcm SARdin beb....Aq Rasa sardin tuh ok g....At least sardin dlm tin tuh dh mati....dh x rse dh himpit2 ney.....ltihan dr pkul 8 gtu, sampai r pkul 3-4 ptg...aq pon dh lupa2....panas terik satu hal.....time mkn pon stu hal......time emergency nk g toilet pon stu hal....dah himpit2....payah oww nk kuar dr tmpt duduk tuh.....jap2......aq bg tgk gmbr yg aq amik ari tuh...





Hahhh...tgk2......btul kan????first time aq tgk ramai manusia dlm jarak dekat........ada lg tauuuu....












    kAN????? lau bg korg x cukup SEMPIT N SESAK........up to korg lah...... bukan korang yg rsa keperitan tuh..... yg ney bru dudukk.....lum lg kna suh angkt2 bendera ikot number....lg lah......huhuhuhu......x dpt ku nk describe kn....




 tapi......Ada gak r sempat aq berhappy2 ngn teman2 aq yg se-ipg....

                                                   atiQah nama dia......budak sabah jgk.....

      yAng dpan aq ney....wanie.....budak kl.....bakal guru ngajar bhasa arab........
  blakang dia pon masih jurusan yg sma.......nma dia syikin......budak sabah jgak....
abezlah cita aq sal asean school games pya opening cereMONY....NK TAU SAL MERDEKA PUNYA CTER???????
aq nk bg tau but mata aq dah x ngizinkan......
but don't worry......t aq story2 lg erkkkkk....


wassalam.....................