If you ever know

If you ever know...

If you ever know

That I’m a bad person

Is there will be a single space for me inside your deep heart core?

If you ever know

That I’ll go away from your life

After all the promises that I had promised weren’t true

Do you still have even a piece of love for me?

If you ever know

I had put my loyalty at the highest peak for the love that we had built.

At the same time

I keep on seeking for the truth of life

To be grateful with what I have now

And to grab the dreams that we had dreamt before.

If you ever know

That I still need you

And I still love you.

But I also wonder if you still love me like before

Or the otherwise had happen.

Because I know

The path that I had chosen

Makes me hurt you

As I want to chase after the true love

The love towards the Greatest Creator

The noble love that dreamed by Mankind

Who realized about it.

Will you be there and give a support for me?

Will you do the same with me?

Will you wait for me?

Will the love that existed have a new breath if the moment of truth comes?

I keep on wondering

If you ever know.

p/s: so sorry if there were something wrong...

I’m an amateur poetry...

First poem in English..

(~_~)