Sorrow ...

Assalamualaikum....

haii...apa khabar???uwaaaa.....cam mana mo cakap neyh??? yang penting, SAYA PENAT..

serius penat..beginilah jadinya pabila kita bersedia untuk menerima tanggungjawab dari orang yang bertanggungjawab tapi tak bertanggungjawab...naaa???amacam tue???macam biasalah....sudah diberi arahan, kita sebagai yang kena kasik arahan, kenalah menjalankan tugas....mungkin salah diri neyh juga...bila apa yang diarahkan tidak dijalankan seperti yang diarahkan...adoyaii..i'm confuse with my own words...

waaa..baru jak mamy call...ingatkan ada apa..ingatkan mamy mo cakap macam neyh"kakak, mamy rindu..""

jangkaan saya meleset dua leset o.....ini yang ditanya.."kakak????ko p "perhimpunan" kah esok???"

O M G!

dengan serta merta behamburan tawa riangku dek kerana soalan itu.... risau bebenor mamy tercinta..."mamy, anak mamy neyh bukannya suka politik.....lagi satu, gara-gara "perhimpunan" lah anak mamy neyh terpaksa overtime esok" hahahah......anyway, i heard my youngest sister jerit my name..bila dia dapat handphone, ingatkan mo bawak saya cakap...rupanya iklan semata-mata...aduhai...rindu hati ini...mamy, dady, and adik-adikku, doakan lah segala urusan saya berjalan dengan lancar...i also always pray the best to all of you....



anyway...............I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!

Talking To The Moon~~~lalalala

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know

Cause when the
sund goes down
someone's talking back
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They're talking back

Chorus:

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away






I FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG....yeee...nice song....>_<

saya rindu.............

Assalamualaikum.......

apa khabar semua?? macamlah ada orang mo membaca blog neyh kan? blog yang usang lagi sepi, sunyi....

i don't know what i want to do...i feel like my priority like going somewhere and i don't know if i can catch it up later or not....i'm exhausted with my life... i also feel very regret because taking the opportunity to become a leader among the leaders. I'm pretty sure that i'm not the one..but i don't know Why I had been chosen.... as i'm typing this entries, i really don't care with the grammatical error or sentences structure or what so ever lah..... I do care about my own feelings....my feelings towards my family, friends and the most important is my CREATOR....all things i have done, i'm not so sure if it is taken and considered by HIM as my ibadah...I afraid my jobs weren't satisfy all of my friends and mostly, HIM...but the real thing is, i want my life back..i want my life without any responsibility towards students community around here..i'm tired...my studies also turn upside down. i'm afraid if i can't make it...i do really want to success...but can i make it with my condition like this... am i able to catch back all things that i have left? mummy, i miss you...i really need you now...i wanna hold you in my arms..i want to tell you that i'm dying inside here... i want to go back and see all of you... i can't stand anymore with huge responsibilities and my misses to all of you...i really miss you mum....i miss you too dad....and i also miss my brother and sisters...i'm sick and dying inside my heart....nobody knows... they see the outside of me...the another version of...the version which is known as happening and so on..but the truth is, i do really need someone to leave out all miserable inside my mind...i want to back to my old life..i do really miss it...it's hurt....i have tried and i always said to HIM that i need a strength..and my strength is all of you....i don't know..maybe because nobody really knows who i am...and i'm not hoping that somebody will know me....i just hope that all of you are happy without me..only my Doa that i can give to accompany you and i hope the same goes to you...i hope i gain the strength and i need to be strong.. i do this because of Allah...I DO THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO REPAY ALL YOUR GOOD DEEDS towards me mum, dad...i don't want to make you disappointed. i want to proof to everyone that i can be an useful person and i want to change our family lifestyle...i do hope i still can get the chance..... 

>>>>yahhhh????I found this somewhere...heheh