||hoiiiishhhh||

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh..


long time no c ya...well, lots to share, but i only manage to write a bit.


ouch...seriously??? bengang pula di tengah pagi nie...bengang terhadap satu page dkt facebook nie...
Ang dok jaja crita rumahtangga ang kt org lain pa pasai?? laki ang x romantik ka, bini ang xreti makeup ka, awek ang curang ka, pakwe ang x caring ka, itu suma pon ang nak gtau kat org lain??
aisemen, saudara saudari, buka minda tue cikit...ada masalah bincang leklok, jumpa pakar seperti pakar perunding rumah tangga, ustaz, ustazah, tok kadi, ka sesape yang berilmu tentang hal macam tue...


menyampah tengok tau....dah tue kalau yang komen tue orang yang berpengalaman xpa juga...manalah tau, 2x5 jak....


ibarat membuka pekung di badan sendiri.


Allah Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha bijaksana pasal hal2 macam nie... pegi mengadu kat manusia buatpa.. 


sama2 kita beringat...bukanlah bermaksud kita tak boleh meluah atau berkongsi perasaan kat sesapa, but it must be within the boundary my dearest....otherwise it will turn out worse...


Aisehmen.....

||Andainya||

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh....


wahhh..lama sudah tak coret- coret belog nie... rindu nya dengan belog... sorry lah cik belog....busy bha saya..


humm, anyway, there were lots of things had happened in my life since my last entry.. sorry can't write it and publish it... cuz i'm kinda lazy..wee~~~


tapi...
emm... 
i wish i have elder sister....
i wish i have elder brother...
so then there will be someone who protecting me while i'm in danger,
there will be someone who also listen to my probs and my feelings...






(^^_)

(mahu) yang (baru)

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...

kalau boleh, saya mahu yang baru... kenapa? mesti best... mesti bahagia... suci.....

senang masuk cahaya....senang basuh....senang 'make-up'....wah...alangkah beronoknya<seronok yang banyak>

eyalah, tiada lagi rasa sakit...

tiada lagi beri rasa sakit...

mahu <3 yang baru....
<3 = hati...bukan spesis lagi satu...no3....hoho

|I MISS HER|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakati

I hereby declared that I MISS MY WAWA... just now, 3:24 A.M I looked at our picture.

rindu sangat... (~~_) airmata pon tak dapat tahan.
seorang sulung rindukan si bongsu...
si kedua, si ketiga, si keempat, si kelima dan si anak buah....

sangat rindu...
perasaan gembira disamping keluarga tidak dapat menandingi rasa gembira disamping teman dan sahabat.
siblings are friends who live together in one house, share everything such as house<again, mom n dad..huhuhuhu....

humm, mau sangat nanges...haaa..nanges lah tengah2 pagi.....

miss them... =( uwaaaaaaaaaaa....

ya Allah, lindungi mereka... sampaikan salam kerinduan sang perantau kepada keluarga tercinta.

mudah-mudahan diri ini diberi kesempatan untuk bertemu dengan keluarga yang sangat dicintai dan dirindui....

|pesan untuk ko kawan ku|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...


ermm... sad to say...easy to say..but difficult to explain what exactly had happened.


the only thing that i should say, I KNOW YOU STILL LOVE HER.. ahaaa... how do I know? Ur mind Is MINE!!!


nothing you can hide from me lah  derr...


i'm just pretending i don't know nothing about you..but you are WRONG! <TEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET!!>
hahaha...




we both shocked about that "thing". perhaps you the one who the most get the sudden shocked... rilex.. cool.. that's your trademark right?


as a human being, we should now, what Karma is about.. what goes around, comes around.
but life must go on...
you just need to be strong.
said to her, if you do really love her.
do not let yourself lost the most "lovable" thing you ever get<for the second time>.


i know how you feel..... i just know it.. 
no reason for that just like what you said before..
to love someone, you need no reason.. then for me, to know something, you need no reason.


as me, myself...
maybe there's nothing left between us.. we just friend.. just like what you want...
maybe, we are best friend (^^_).


because i'm still the real me. what you said, i always remember.
I know, it's better for me to be a good friend to all my friends...


I'm confident with my Creator's promises. He will arranged for me, who is really need me..and who is i really need. 
cuz I don't want to be needed, just in need.. i want to be someone who is really meant to someone's life...

|hakikat|

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...


weee~~~ lama o tidak update.
and, nice font...hahah
biar besar, jelas dan berjarak..supaya senang mo baca.


anyway, baru2 jak neyh, ada join program bawah telaga biru training and consultancy..
MATH MAGIC camp... 


untunglah ada hamba Allah yang tawarkan untuk jadi fasilitator. walaupon agak last minit, syukur alhamdulillah...everything is okay...


YANG BESTNYA,anak-anak kepada ustaz Zahazan dan ustaz Zaharuddin pon ikut serta...


dan, banyak perkara baru yang dapat saya belajar dengan menyertai camp neyh..wah, formal gila ayat..hahaha..




ANY how...erkk??/ i need to go now.... 




P/S: SAYA berubah? persoalan demi persoalan dilemparkan...
yang penting jawapannya tetap sama...


KERANA ALLAH...bukan kerana nama..bukan kerana sesiapa...


(^^_) merindui keluarga jauh nun di Sabah...dan, yang berada di "sana"...




itu Hakikatnya.

||DUNIA yang perlukan EXplorasi||

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh...


subhanallah....Alhamdulillah....la ilahailallah....Allahuakhbar...


this beloog full with spider webs oo..


lama dah ndak update pulaknya kan....


ok2, first thing first, pa kena ngan tajuk neyh???


ok, sajalah kan, sebab waa ada PBS. patung Barbie Sejibik..heheh...
nope, PBS stands for PENGALAMAN BERASASKAN SEKOLAH..
bertemu semula, alam kedewasaanku dengan keremajaan budak-budak sekolah bak halilintar yang memecah sempadan..cehh..ayat tue bha...


i realize that their world are too awesome. I wonder how it would be back to 13 years ago...oh my...seriously, i miss that moment. moment with no HUGE responsibilities as what i have now...
moment with FREE lifestyle as you did not need any LOVELY thingy with your peers..what you only care is about playing, enjoy every moment and, try new things...




Ahaaa... the only thing that i still wondering, do i acted exactly like what the students act when i was interacting with them??? as long as i remember, i'm not that naughty<<<ye lah tueee.hahah


seriously... maybe the confidence still developing..perhaps..hahah...


true be truth, yeah, i like to fight and play roughly with other boys. i rarely be friend with girls.. cuz i was kind of used to be friend and play boys thing since i was 6.hahah..


the most important thing, i'm exploring this world and i think i should build the new character of mine, to make sure that the teacher charismatic can be detected by my students..wahhh..semangat kunun....




and, paling best, today i taught the preschool students a song...


here, the lyrics..




JAGALAH HATI, JANGAN KAU KOTORI,
JAGALAH HATI, LENTERA HIDUP INI,




sayang Allah, sayang Rasulullah, sayang Ibu, sayang Ayah, sayang semuanya..


<3 <3 <3